Maybe it is the endless piles of homework and projects and tests (especially GP ohnoohnoohno :((( )
Maybe it is the pimple outbreak I'm getting.
Maybe it is the B for shuttlerun that ruined by chain of As for NAPFA.
Maybe it is the fifty bucks that I was cheated out of for a top.
Maybe it is the fact that I am getting old and nothing is covered in a cloud of fairy dust anymore...
Yeah, that's it.
I feel so old.
But scarcely mature.
When I saw all the things adults have to contend with (math project research), I nevereverever want to grow up. Everyone keeps saying that the period of life where you're studying is the best part of your life, no matter all the homework, tests, gripes, backstabbing, heartbreaks, distractions and failures. I have to agree. Though I want to grow up and get a villa with a swimming pool and have two kids, lots of cats and a dog, and an infinite number of hamsters. And a pet terrapin that will poop in my swimming pool and drown eventually if I don't rescue it from the deep waters. And fishes. Fishes in my swimming pool :D So I can snorkel.
But I digress.
You know, when I was at Quirky Quills last month, there was this Sec 1 who wrote an awesome short story. And when asked if she still writes, she said, "Not very often now... because I have a lot of homework, you know."
And I was like, "BI*CH YOU KNOW NOTHING" . But I said that in my head so no one heard but me.
A LOT OF HOMEWORK??!! HOMEWORK, WHAT HOMEWORK?? WAIT TILL YOU GET TO JC 1, YOU'LL BE WORKING YOUR BUTT OFF AND YOU'LL NEVER GET IT BACK TILL A LEVELS ARE OVER.
YOUR HOLIDAYS WILL BE SPENT DOING ESSAY OUTLINES. (if you get Ms Constance Tan, like I did)
YOUR SLEEPING TIME WILL BE NON-EXISTENT.
YOUR MICROSOFT WORD WILL BE USED EVERY DAY.
YOUR MATH TUTORIALS WILL BE PAINFUL AND NEVERENDING.
YOUR GP TESTS WILL COME EVERY WEEK, AND TWICE A WEEK IF SHE (see above) WANTS IT.
YOU SPEND TEN DOLLARS A WEEK ON PRINTING NOTES.
YOU START TO SPEND MORE TIME IN THE LIBRARY THAN ANYWHERE ELSE.
YOU DON'T GET A CLASSROOM TO SLACK IN.
TEACHERS WARN YOU THIS IS JUST 'THE BEGINNING'.
If my fellow JC 1 students can think of any more, please tell me.
*still agitated*
